2 Do not be hasty in word or impulsive in thought to bring up a matter in the presence of God. For God is in heaven and you are on the earth; therefore let your words be few. 3 For the dream comes through much effort and the voice of a fool through many words.
Ecclesiastes 5:2-4
The Bible is full of people making foolish statements resulting in much suffering and even death. John the baptist was beheaded because Herod spoke without thinking (Matthew 14). Samson gave away the secret to his power. We today do it as well. Our tongue can hurt or build up but another thing it can do is corner us into a situation that we cannot escape.
God is warning us that we also do this in His presence. We can be impulsive with what we say to Him. I don't think this means we can't share our innermost thoughts and desires with Him, for He instructs us into a relationship where we can voice our frustrations and lean on Him. I think the issue here is our attitude when we speak. We can come frustration, we can come ignorant, we can come tired and weak. But what we cannot come with is a heart tries to force God into anything. We approach God on His throne! Think of approaching the president of the United States. Even if he says to relax and fellowship there's still that level of respect that should never cease... even more so with the King of kings and Lord of lords.
Most of my prayers lately have been about having a baby and direction in my career. I've been more deliberate in my requests be I need to be careful of not pushing into disobedience. I catch myself praying too selfishly and pull back but I can definitely see the grey area and adjust my heart.
This reminds me of a conversation I had about the group IHOP, Internatonal House of Prayer. I didn't think much of it before, thought that it was a great Christian group getting together in prayer. But I was informed that they pray but the things they were praying about was almost cult-ish. They were putting demands on God, instructing Him what He should do instead of requesting and laying it before Him in faith. Our motives to pray is to deepen our relationship with Christ Jesus and to work towards spreading the gospel to all nations... if our prayers benefit selfish ambitions we really need to step back and realign ourselves with our Maker.
Glorious and Almighty God, thank You for prayer and an invitation to deepen our relationship with You. Forgive me of all my selfish prayers and desires. Lord, help me to redirect my thoughts and heart towards the things that please You. Lead me away from prayers that lead to self-empowerment and pride. Lord, allow me to seek You continuously no matter what the situation. In the most loving and graceful name, Jesus, I pray, amen.
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Take Ownership
19 So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints, and are of God’s household, 20 having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Christ Jesus Himself being the corner stone, 21 in whom the whole building, being fitted together, is growing into a holy temple in the Lord, 22 in whom you also are being built together into a dwelling of God in the Spirit.
Ephesians 2:19-22
As guests or visitors, we come into a house with a dish and fellowship with the other guests. We don't have any real responsibility other than watching over ourselves. We come, enjoy, then leave... sometimes offering to help cleanup but most of the time leaving well before that starts. As owners of the house, there's much more responsibility. We clean, fix, prepare, cook, think of ways to entertain the guests; the list goes on. Why do we do this? It's because we take ownership, it's our responsibility and it brings us joy. Being co-heirs in Christ is the same thing. We can no longer go through this life thinking we're just guests. We need to behave, not as visitors, but as sharers of this wonder inheritance. We are citizens of heaven and we need to invite, share, love as those who came before us.
Take ownership, that's a term I use quite a lot at work... mainly because most of the employees don't. They're fine with just coming to work, doing their part and leaving at the end of the day. There's no sense of ownership or caring beyond their given tasks. But that's me too with my citizenship in heaven. I only do my part, my calling, because I wasn't called into this or that area. What this passage is teaching me is that I need to take ownership of heaven.... my heaven. If I truly want to be like the apostles before me I need to take ownership like they did.
Father God, thank You for preparing a place for me in heaven. I'm so thankful but now I need to go beyond that and be zealous for the kingdom and all that it's about. I need to invite and share this amazing inheritance wi everyone You direct me to. No longer can I go through this world living as a visitor of heaven... I'm a visitor of this world, not heaven. In the most precious name of my Lord Christ Jesus I pray, amen.
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Ephesians 2:19-22
As guests or visitors, we come into a house with a dish and fellowship with the other guests. We don't have any real responsibility other than watching over ourselves. We come, enjoy, then leave... sometimes offering to help cleanup but most of the time leaving well before that starts. As owners of the house, there's much more responsibility. We clean, fix, prepare, cook, think of ways to entertain the guests; the list goes on. Why do we do this? It's because we take ownership, it's our responsibility and it brings us joy. Being co-heirs in Christ is the same thing. We can no longer go through this life thinking we're just guests. We need to behave, not as visitors, but as sharers of this wonder inheritance. We are citizens of heaven and we need to invite, share, love as those who came before us.
Take ownership, that's a term I use quite a lot at work... mainly because most of the employees don't. They're fine with just coming to work, doing their part and leaving at the end of the day. There's no sense of ownership or caring beyond their given tasks. But that's me too with my citizenship in heaven. I only do my part, my calling, because I wasn't called into this or that area. What this passage is teaching me is that I need to take ownership of heaven.... my heaven. If I truly want to be like the apostles before me I need to take ownership like they did.
Father God, thank You for preparing a place for me in heaven. I'm so thankful but now I need to go beyond that and be zealous for the kingdom and all that it's about. I need to invite and share this amazing inheritance wi everyone You direct me to. No longer can I go through this world living as a visitor of heaven... I'm a visitor of this world, not heaven. In the most precious name of my Lord Christ Jesus I pray, amen.
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Sunday, June 5, 2011
Only God's Strength Is Strong
16 The king is not saved by a mighty army;
A warrior is not delivered by great strength.
17 A horse is a false hope for victory;
Nor does it deliver anyone by its great strength.
18 Behold, the eye of the LORD is on those who fear Him,
On those who hope for His lovingkindness,...
Psalms 33:16-18
This passage is telling us that it doesn't matter how strong we seem to be here on earth. It doesn't matter the chariots, horses, army... nothing of any worldly strength matters in God's kingdom. What matters is the weakness of heart in faith. Being weak allows humility and a reliance on God and His ways.
I look way too much on my own abilities. At work, I'm usually the one who's controlling and planning the situation, because it comes natural to me. But the hard thing is controlling that so I don't interrupt in God's plans. God gifted me with certain things to be used in the right situation. Wisdom allows me to correctly use that gift... and when not to. As I prepare for this next season I need to acknowledge, develop and utilize my giftings according to His will.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with unending joy. My source of joy comes from You... yes, I get distracted and off target a lot of times, trying to fill the voids with my stuff. But that's not what You want... that's nt the best for me and my family. I pray Lord that I grow exponentially in faith and obedience. In the wonderful name of my Savior Jesus Christ, amen.
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A warrior is not delivered by great strength.
17 A horse is a false hope for victory;
Nor does it deliver anyone by its great strength.
18 Behold, the eye of the LORD is on those who fear Him,
On those who hope for His lovingkindness,...
Psalms 33:16-18
This passage is telling us that it doesn't matter how strong we seem to be here on earth. It doesn't matter the chariots, horses, army... nothing of any worldly strength matters in God's kingdom. What matters is the weakness of heart in faith. Being weak allows humility and a reliance on God and His ways.
I look way too much on my own abilities. At work, I'm usually the one who's controlling and planning the situation, because it comes natural to me. But the hard thing is controlling that so I don't interrupt in God's plans. God gifted me with certain things to be used in the right situation. Wisdom allows me to correctly use that gift... and when not to. As I prepare for this next season I need to acknowledge, develop and utilize my giftings according to His will.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with unending joy. My source of joy comes from You... yes, I get distracted and off target a lot of times, trying to fill the voids with my stuff. But that's not what You want... that's nt the best for me and my family. I pray Lord that I grow exponentially in faith and obedience. In the wonderful name of my Savior Jesus Christ, amen.
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Saturday, June 4, 2011
Being Innocent in Evil
...therefore I am rejoicing over you, but I want you to be wise in what is good and innocent in what is evil.
Romans 16:19
The Apostle Paul is closing out the book to the Romans by encouraging us to stay away from the false teachings that he spoke about. He's instructing his audience to stay with solid teachings that he brought them from the one true God. Be wise in the good... that's telling us to know the what the gospel is saying, what it really means and is. Don't be foolish with His teachings and go from one teaching to another. Be innocent in what is evil... that's telling me that evil is all around us, we'll never escape it. But when it does come around and show it's ugly head, deal with it in innocence. By that I mean, don't make excuses and try to rationalize it in any way. Bring it forth for what it is, sin and repent. It doesn't have to be complicated.
I keep thing of sit-coms and how one mistake leads to another to cover it up and so on an so forth. It never ends because we don't want to bring our transgressions out into the light. We always want to hide, like Adam ate the forbidden fruit. We need to be like a child, admit wring so that our Father can work within us.
Father God, I know there's tons of stuffing my hearty at needs to be worked on, not in refinement but in repentance. Help me to recognizes all my sin so that I can be innocent in the evil around and through me. Thank You my wonderful Father, Son and Spirit. Amen.
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Romans 16:19
The Apostle Paul is closing out the book to the Romans by encouraging us to stay away from the false teachings that he spoke about. He's instructing his audience to stay with solid teachings that he brought them from the one true God. Be wise in the good... that's telling us to know the what the gospel is saying, what it really means and is. Don't be foolish with His teachings and go from one teaching to another. Be innocent in what is evil... that's telling me that evil is all around us, we'll never escape it. But when it does come around and show it's ugly head, deal with it in innocence. By that I mean, don't make excuses and try to rationalize it in any way. Bring it forth for what it is, sin and repent. It doesn't have to be complicated.
I keep thing of sit-coms and how one mistake leads to another to cover it up and so on an so forth. It never ends because we don't want to bring our transgressions out into the light. We always want to hide, like Adam ate the forbidden fruit. We need to be like a child, admit wring so that our Father can work within us.
Father God, I know there's tons of stuffing my hearty at needs to be worked on, not in refinement but in repentance. Help me to recognizes all my sin so that I can be innocent in the evil around and through me. Thank You my wonderful Father, Son and Spirit. Amen.
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Friday, June 3, 2011
Not About Ourselves
1 Now we who are strong ought to bear the weaknesses of (A)those without strength and not just please ourselves. 2 Each of us is to (B)please his neighbor [a]for his good, to his (C)edification. 3 For even (D)Christ did not please Himself; but as it is written, “(E)THE REPROACHES OF THOSE WHO REPROACHED YOU FELL ON ME.” 4 For (F)whatever was written in earlier times was written for our instruction, so that through perseverance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.
Romans 15:1-4
God is again revealing that it's not about us; it's not about me. I'm being constantly reminded that God wants each of us to move in the way of the Spirit and live unselfishly, all out for Jesus.
Father God, You so craftily arrange all things for the good of all people! Than You for a wonderful message today at Rena's funeral service through the testimonies and Pastor Marcus' message. I'm more confirmed that the next step in Your plans for me... and I don't even know what that is! All I know is that You're preparing my heart to say "Yes Lord, You're servant is listening!" Thank You for this wonderful and glorious season to love You and my neighbors more and more! In Your Son's precious name I pray, amen!
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Romans 15:1-4
God is again revealing that it's not about us; it's not about me. I'm being constantly reminded that God wants each of us to move in the way of the Spirit and live unselfishly, all out for Jesus.
Father God, You so craftily arrange all things for the good of all people! Than You for a wonderful message today at Rena's funeral service through the testimonies and Pastor Marcus' message. I'm more confirmed that the next step in Your plans for me... and I don't even know what that is! All I know is that You're preparing my heart to say "Yes Lord, You're servant is listening!" Thank You for this wonderful and glorious season to love You and my neighbors more and more! In Your Son's precious name I pray, amen!
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Thursday, June 2, 2011
God's Mailman
10 But you, why do you judge your brother? Or you again, why do you (P)regard your brother with contempt? For (Q)we will all stand before the judgment seat of God. 11 For it is written,
“(R)AS I LIVE, SAYS THE LORD, (S)EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW TO ME,
AND EVERY TONGUE SHALL [e]GIVE PRAISE TO GOD.”
12 So then (T)each one of us will give an account of himself to God.
Romans 14:10-12
This chapter talked about food being unclean or clean. It doesn't matter what the food is, as according to Hebrew Law. Jesus died to release us from these burdens. What matters is what comes out of our hearts, not what goes into our stomachs.
This passage is refocusing our sights back onto ourselves and not what others are doing. Each person will stand alone before God... One on one, before our Maker. At this time we'll give account for what we did with the Gospel. Did we freely share it with others? Did we hoard the kingdom for ourselves? Or were we selective with who gets to hear the good news of our King? We have God's invitation in our hands with each person's name written on it... We need to give it to those He assigned us to deliver it.
When I meet Jesus at the doorway to heaven, He wont ask what good things I've done while on earth or to compare me to my brothers. He'll ask me what I've done with what He asked me to do. Have I delivered all the invitations to all He wanted? Did I show compassion and love to those He delivered to me? Looking at my brief time as a follower, I see myself who hasn't done much for anyone. I've done lots for me... Bible study, readings, listening to great messages, seminars, conferences.... The list goes on. But what have I done for others? Hardly anything. I need to live a life that's unselfish and pleasing to God.
Father God, forgive me of making this life all about me... I can give glory to You and really develop my relationship with You but's so much more than that. Just like our church's mission statement about turning converts into believers, believers into disciples, disciples into fruitful Christians that will deliver the message of Jesus Christ to all people. I need to move beyond drinking milk... Time to grow up. In Your wonderful name, Lord Jesus. Amen.
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“(R)AS I LIVE, SAYS THE LORD, (S)EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW TO ME,
AND EVERY TONGUE SHALL [e]GIVE PRAISE TO GOD.”
12 So then (T)each one of us will give an account of himself to God.
Romans 14:10-12
This chapter talked about food being unclean or clean. It doesn't matter what the food is, as according to Hebrew Law. Jesus died to release us from these burdens. What matters is what comes out of our hearts, not what goes into our stomachs.
This passage is refocusing our sights back onto ourselves and not what others are doing. Each person will stand alone before God... One on one, before our Maker. At this time we'll give account for what we did with the Gospel. Did we freely share it with others? Did we hoard the kingdom for ourselves? Or were we selective with who gets to hear the good news of our King? We have God's invitation in our hands with each person's name written on it... We need to give it to those He assigned us to deliver it.
When I meet Jesus at the doorway to heaven, He wont ask what good things I've done while on earth or to compare me to my brothers. He'll ask me what I've done with what He asked me to do. Have I delivered all the invitations to all He wanted? Did I show compassion and love to those He delivered to me? Looking at my brief time as a follower, I see myself who hasn't done much for anyone. I've done lots for me... Bible study, readings, listening to great messages, seminars, conferences.... The list goes on. But what have I done for others? Hardly anything. I need to live a life that's unselfish and pleasing to God.
Father God, forgive me of making this life all about me... I can give glory to You and really develop my relationship with You but's so much more than that. Just like our church's mission statement about turning converts into believers, believers into disciples, disciples into fruitful Christians that will deliver the message of Jesus Christ to all people. I need to move beyond drinking milk... Time to grow up. In Your wonderful name, Lord Jesus. Amen.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Provision in Procrastinaton
Therefore let us lay aside (R)the deeds of darkness and put on (S)the armor of light. 13 Let us [h](T)behave properly as in the day, (U)not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual promiscuity and sensuality, not in strife and jealousy. 14 But (V)put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh (W)in regard to its lusts.
Romans 13:12-14
As the author said, the day is near; the end is coming soon so we need to stop behaving selfishly as if there's a lot of time to repent... We need to shape up and stop living this lifestyle of sin and deceit.
This scripture reminds me of several things lately. The so called "judgement day" has really jolted my thoughts back on the limited time we left. We don't know the day or hour but that doesn't mean that we live life unprepared. We need to live every single day as it's or last. We need to live with urgency.
My life has been about preparing but it's also of procrastination. I want to prepare and control all the little things but fail to do anything with urgency on the eternal things. How am I in sharing my faith to strangers? Loved ones? Not good at all.
I need to make a change, especially if I'm called to full time ministry. If God's definitely calling me to serve in that capacity, then I need to refocus on God's warning that the end is really near... I bet Paul, Peter and John didn't live their lives saving things for the next day, or even next year. I bet they did it as soon as they were called to it. Procrastination leads to laziness and eventually evil.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with this awareness. Now it's up to me to do anything eternal with it. Help me break out of this rut. In You glorious name Lord Jesus, amen.
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Romans 13:12-14
As the author said, the day is near; the end is coming soon so we need to stop behaving selfishly as if there's a lot of time to repent... We need to shape up and stop living this lifestyle of sin and deceit.
This scripture reminds me of several things lately. The so called "judgement day" has really jolted my thoughts back on the limited time we left. We don't know the day or hour but that doesn't mean that we live life unprepared. We need to live every single day as it's or last. We need to live with urgency.
My life has been about preparing but it's also of procrastination. I want to prepare and control all the little things but fail to do anything with urgency on the eternal things. How am I in sharing my faith to strangers? Loved ones? Not good at all.
I need to make a change, especially if I'm called to full time ministry. If God's definitely calling me to serve in that capacity, then I need to refocus on God's warning that the end is really near... I bet Paul, Peter and John didn't live their lives saving things for the next day, or even next year. I bet they did it as soon as they were called to it. Procrastination leads to laziness and eventually evil.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with this awareness. Now it's up to me to do anything eternal with it. Help me break out of this rut. In You glorious name Lord Jesus, amen.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Perform My Calling
Since we have gifts that (M)differ according to the grace given to us, each of us is to exercise them accordingly: if (N)prophecy, [f]according to the proportion of his faith; 7 if [g](O)service, in his serving; or he who (P)teaches, in his teaching; 8 or he who (Q)exhorts, in his exhortation; he who gives, with [h](R)liberality; (S)he who [i]leads, with diligence; he who shows mercy, with (T)cheerfulness.
Romans 12:6-8
Paul was stressing that it's important to know and work through one body in Christ Jesus but takes a moment to acknowledge that as one body, we are different parts that need to perform our individual duties, as hands, eyes, arms do.
I've really been focused on my calling, to be a pastor. I've been confirmed and reconfirmed over and over that i'm supposed to be discipling a flock, God's sheep. I know I need to be better equipped so that I may freely allow the Holy Spirit to flow through me and touch others. I'm too focused on me right now and that's preventing mighty blessings. I have to change my attitude and heart by calling myself a pastor, a shepherd.. only then will i be able to prepare for this new season.
Father God, thank You for this amazing responsibility. I still don't know the place I'll be or in what capacity but I pray I don't care. Lord, direct my steps. In the wonderful name of my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen!
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Romans 12:6-8
Paul was stressing that it's important to know and work through one body in Christ Jesus but takes a moment to acknowledge that as one body, we are different parts that need to perform our individual duties, as hands, eyes, arms do.
I've really been focused on my calling, to be a pastor. I've been confirmed and reconfirmed over and over that i'm supposed to be discipling a flock, God's sheep. I know I need to be better equipped so that I may freely allow the Holy Spirit to flow through me and touch others. I'm too focused on me right now and that's preventing mighty blessings. I have to change my attitude and heart by calling myself a pastor, a shepherd.. only then will i be able to prepare for this new season.
Father God, thank You for this amazing responsibility. I still don't know the place I'll be or in what capacity but I pray I don't care. Lord, direct my steps. In the wonderful name of my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen!
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Monday, May 30, 2011
Irrevocable Invitation
28 [j]From the standpoint of the gospel they are (AT)enemies for your sake, but [k]from the standpoint of God’s choice they are beloved for (AU)the sake of the fathers; 29 for the gifts and the (AV)calling of God (AW)are irrevocable. 30 For just as you once were disobedient to God, but now have been shown mercy because of their disobedience, 31 so these also now have been disobedient, that because of the mercy shown to you they also may now be shown mercy. 32 For (AX)God has shut up all in disobedience so that He may show mercy to all.
Romans 11:28-32
Paul is telling us here that God's not ruling anyone out of His kingdom. Both the Jews and the Gentiles will have equal share in God's wonderful grace. He explains that the Jews had first opportunity with th Gentiles being held at the door. Once the Jews turned away from this gift God allowed the Gentiles to come in and held the Jews out. But as it stands now, God is letting all in according to His plans. He hasn't revoked anything from His people Israel, it's still open to them but under grace, now the Law.
How does this understanding that heaven is open to all people affect me today? It means I should judge any person in any form in any circumstance by freely sharing the wonderful message and blessings of Jesus Christ. Whenever I see a person on the street, I need to recognize Jesus in that person. And it's not the idea that Jesus is that person, it just means that Jesus is affected by what you do to that person.
Matthew 25:40 says:
40 (AL)The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, (AM)to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me.’
Our lives need to be conducted indifferently to our audience. We need to show and be that same unconditional love that Jesus showed us. How else can anyone be saved... Including me.
Father God , thank You for blessing me with Your unending grace. It surpasses my understanding and definitely my desires. Help me to push through and press on towards the goal of reaching the nations in sharing the irrevocable gift of salvation. In Your wonderful name Lord Jesus I pray, amen.
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Romans 11:28-32
Paul is telling us here that God's not ruling anyone out of His kingdom. Both the Jews and the Gentiles will have equal share in God's wonderful grace. He explains that the Jews had first opportunity with th Gentiles being held at the door. Once the Jews turned away from this gift God allowed the Gentiles to come in and held the Jews out. But as it stands now, God is letting all in according to His plans. He hasn't revoked anything from His people Israel, it's still open to them but under grace, now the Law.
How does this understanding that heaven is open to all people affect me today? It means I should judge any person in any form in any circumstance by freely sharing the wonderful message and blessings of Jesus Christ. Whenever I see a person on the street, I need to recognize Jesus in that person. And it's not the idea that Jesus is that person, it just means that Jesus is affected by what you do to that person.
Matthew 25:40 says:
40 (AL)The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, (AM)to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me.’
Our lives need to be conducted indifferently to our audience. We need to show and be that same unconditional love that Jesus showed us. How else can anyone be saved... Including me.
Father God , thank You for blessing me with Your unending grace. It surpasses my understanding and definitely my desires. Help me to push through and press on towards the goal of reaching the nations in sharing the irrevocable gift of salvation. In Your wonderful name Lord Jesus I pray, amen.
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Sunday, May 29, 2011
Messengers Needed
14 How then will they call on Him in whom they have not believed? How will they believe in Him (T)whom they have not heard? And how will they hear without (U)a preacher? 15 How will they preach unless they are sent? Just as it is written, “(V)HOW BEAUTIFUL ARE THE FEET OF THOSE WHO [i](W)BRING GOOD NEWS OF GOOD THINGS!”
Romans 10:14-15
This chapter stressed the importance of knowing God's word and what it takes to accept salvation, the free gift made available through Christ's sacrifice. This section spends time saying that the word is great but it needs an messenger to deliver this good news. How great is the feet of those who do this great thing.
I love this scripture today, especially after what's going on in my life right now. I'm faced with a new season upon me that will drastically change where my life, my family's life is headed.
I had a meeting with Pastor Rod this past Thursday about the upcoming changes that New Hope is going through... good changes. He shared that he will be the new director of Edification and Equipping. There's going to be a lot of restructuring going on, including the movement of ministries. He asked me to pray on this to see if God's pointing me in any of this direction. He made sure that I include Michelle in these times of prayer because he wanted to stress again that michelle's my first ministry.
My heart wants to jump out and serve but I need to keep focused on God's previous instructions which cannot be altered. Another thing I need to keep focused on is why I want to make this change this season. For awhile now I had a struggle within me to go into full time ministry but had a hard time walking way from my secular benefits... I had a well paying job, benefits, a sense of security and seniority... All this will be reset if I go into ministry. But in my current season I'm now concerned anymore. Is this because I want to leave because my job is less than ideal? Am I just leaving because I hit my "2 year" mark? In this season of waiting I really need to make sure I have my motives right on why I'm doing things so that I can correctly direct my heart to Jesus in the way He desires, not just because of another opportunity.
Father God thank You for being the creator of all! In addition to that, thank You for guiding us in Your ways to make the right decisions. I
struggle with my decisions with You by my side I don't know how I did it before without You. Help me Lord to be a great husband, leader and father as well. Please prepare me for this wonderful journey that You started me on. In the most precious name of Jesus I pray, amen.
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Romans 10:14-15
This chapter stressed the importance of knowing God's word and what it takes to accept salvation, the free gift made available through Christ's sacrifice. This section spends time saying that the word is great but it needs an messenger to deliver this good news. How great is the feet of those who do this great thing.
I love this scripture today, especially after what's going on in my life right now. I'm faced with a new season upon me that will drastically change where my life, my family's life is headed.
I had a meeting with Pastor Rod this past Thursday about the upcoming changes that New Hope is going through... good changes. He shared that he will be the new director of Edification and Equipping. There's going to be a lot of restructuring going on, including the movement of ministries. He asked me to pray on this to see if God's pointing me in any of this direction. He made sure that I include Michelle in these times of prayer because he wanted to stress again that michelle's my first ministry.
My heart wants to jump out and serve but I need to keep focused on God's previous instructions which cannot be altered. Another thing I need to keep focused on is why I want to make this change this season. For awhile now I had a struggle within me to go into full time ministry but had a hard time walking way from my secular benefits... I had a well paying job, benefits, a sense of security and seniority... All this will be reset if I go into ministry. But in my current season I'm now concerned anymore. Is this because I want to leave because my job is less than ideal? Am I just leaving because I hit my "2 year" mark? In this season of waiting I really need to make sure I have my motives right on why I'm doing things so that I can correctly direct my heart to Jesus in the way He desires, not just because of another opportunity.
Father God thank You for being the creator of all! In addition to that, thank You for guiding us in Your ways to make the right decisions. I
struggle with my decisions with You by my side I don't know how I did it before without You. Help me Lord to be a great husband, leader and father as well. Please prepare me for this wonderful journey that You started me on. In the most precious name of Jesus I pray, amen.
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Saturday, May 28, 2011
What About the Hardened
14 (AC)What shall we say then? (AD)There is no injustice with God, is there? (AE)May it never be! 15 For He says to Moses, “(AF)I WILL HAVE MERCY ON WHOM I HAVE MERCY, AND I WILL HAVE COMPASSION ON WHOM I HAVE COMPASSION.” 16 So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who (AG)runs, but on (AH)God who has mercy. 17 For the Scripture says to Pharaoh, “(AI)FOR THIS VERY PURPOSE I RAISED YOU UP, TO DEMONSTRATE MY POWER IN YOU, AND THAT MY NAME MIGHT BE PROCLAIMED [k]THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EARTH.” 18 So then He has mercy on whom He desires, and He (AJ)hardens whom He desires.
Romans 9:14-18
In this passage the author is telling us that God chooses who will be hardened and who will be used for kingdom purposes. His examples includes the pharaoh and the birth of Esau and Jacob. I didn't matter what they did, it was all about who God predestined.
I find this so hard to accept but before I continue I want to declare that I trust God and believe the scriptures. The hard thing is that people are being condemned to hell because of what God chose for them. Did they even have a chance to repent? Does God give another chance to these that had their heart hardened? Paul further explains this point by giving the example of the potter and the clay. The clay has no right to question anything that the potter does... The potter does what he sees fit.
This is all truly justified but the question comes to mind... Does God create to specifically condemn to hell? Our God is loving and compassionate? He doesn't want to be separated from any of His children. So based on that I would think that God has the right to create specifically to send to hell but doesn't because He loves all His children.
Last night I watched the recent Pirates of the Caribbean movie and it had a pretty good message. There's a main character that was evil... To the point that one missionary person said that he didn't have a chance for salvation. The daughter still believed even though he killed and was evil to the core... His heart was definitely hardened. But at the end he gave up his life, even though unwillingly, to save his daughter. I know this wasn't his choice so that may not have been enough yo save him but it still brought forth an interesting topic: anyone can be saved. I would like to believe our fair and just God would spare these souls that He Himself hardened, and give them the same opportunity to repent and be saved like the rest of us.
Father God, forgive me for even getting close to this topic but it's something weighing on my heart that I need to present You. I know this, You are the Potter and we are are the clay, we deserve death but You saved us. Help my mind be at peace with all that You do. Teach me to fall in love with You over and over again. In Your precious name Lord Jesus I pray, amen.
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Romans 9:14-18
In this passage the author is telling us that God chooses who will be hardened and who will be used for kingdom purposes. His examples includes the pharaoh and the birth of Esau and Jacob. I didn't matter what they did, it was all about who God predestined.
I find this so hard to accept but before I continue I want to declare that I trust God and believe the scriptures. The hard thing is that people are being condemned to hell because of what God chose for them. Did they even have a chance to repent? Does God give another chance to these that had their heart hardened? Paul further explains this point by giving the example of the potter and the clay. The clay has no right to question anything that the potter does... The potter does what he sees fit.
This is all truly justified but the question comes to mind... Does God create to specifically condemn to hell? Our God is loving and compassionate? He doesn't want to be separated from any of His children. So based on that I would think that God has the right to create specifically to send to hell but doesn't because He loves all His children.
Last night I watched the recent Pirates of the Caribbean movie and it had a pretty good message. There's a main character that was evil... To the point that one missionary person said that he didn't have a chance for salvation. The daughter still believed even though he killed and was evil to the core... His heart was definitely hardened. But at the end he gave up his life, even though unwillingly, to save his daughter. I know this wasn't his choice so that may not have been enough yo save him but it still brought forth an interesting topic: anyone can be saved. I would like to believe our fair and just God would spare these souls that He Himself hardened, and give them the same opportunity to repent and be saved like the rest of us.
Father God, forgive me for even getting close to this topic but it's something weighing on my heart that I need to present You. I know this, You are the Potter and we are are the clay, we deserve death but You saved us. Help my mind be at peace with all that You do. Teach me to fall in love with You over and over again. In Your precious name Lord Jesus I pray, amen.
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Thursday, May 26, 2011
Leave it all Behind
Therefore, my brethren, you also were made to die to the Law through the body of Christ, so that you might be joined to another, to Him who was raised from the dead, in order that we might bear fruit for God. For while we were in the flesh, the sinful passions, which were aroused by the Law, were at work in the members of our body to bear fruit for death. But now we have been released from the Law, having died to that by which we were bound, so that we serve in newness of the Spirit and not in oldness of the letter.
Romans 7:4-6
Paul explained that the Law only applies to those who are alive. He gave the example that someone can only commit adultery when their spouse is still alive. If the woman/man has relations with another while their spouse is dead, the Law does not apply.
There are 2 ways we die to the Law: a physical death and a spiritual one. The obvious physical death would apply to this example where a person isn't tied to the Law anymore when they pass on. The other death that we should be focusing on is the spiritual death in Christ Jesus.
When Jesus died on the cross, He died to pay the penalty of sin but He also rose again in victory over death. When we focus on what was accomplished on the cross we get a better understanding of what Paul is trying to say in Romans 7:4-6. When Jesus died on that cross, it was to abolish each and every one of our sins. And when Paul said "you also were made to die to the Law through the body of Christ" it simply means we're born again in the resurrection. We are no longer slaves to sin that made itself evident through the Law.
In later verses, Paul explained that sin and the Law are closely tied together. It's like any type of rules today. A set of rules are setup to govern a place or situation and when everyone follows it and its underlying agenda, things are great, just as the rule-maker intended. But when rules are broken, light is shined upon the rule-breaker. Or even worse, when someone uses the rules or "system" for their own benefit instead of the rule-maker's motives. The rules were great with the correct heart but without it, it reveals the ugliness and selfishness of that person.
But now we're set free from this enslavement to the Law. This Law, originally created for good, was being enforced by the perverse with sinful ambitions. This Law brought death because it pointed out that none of us are worthy, absolutely no one. It was there to keep us in line with God and also to point out how flawed we are; that we are sinners. God the Father gave us His Son to release us of this heavy burden.
As I meditate on God word here I know what needs to be done... die. I need to die daily to my old ways. I'm not a Jew so I don't have the Mosaic Law to follow, nor is there any expectations to do so. But this is a reminder that I need to trust Jesus with my everything. I can't rely on my methods or experiences to carry me through any situation. I just need Jesus. The only way I'll ever serve Jesus in Spirit is if I allow Him to lift me up from the grave. It's a surrender.
Father God, thank You for being a great Counselor! I'm so lost without You, I don't know what I'd do. So please Lord, guide Your servant through this unknown territory. Help me to be a great husband, family member, leader,.. and ultimately a great father as well. I will continue to pray, seek, ask & knock Lord. In Your wonderful name Lord Jesus I pray, amen.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Slave to Something
Do you not know that when you present yourselves to someone as slaves for obedience, you are slaves of the one whom you obey, either of sin resulting in death, or of obedience resulting in righteousness? But thanks be to God that though you were slaves of sin, you became obedient from the heart to that form of teaching to which you were committed, and having been freed from sin, you became slaves of righteousness.
Romans 6:16-18
This passage reminds me of the saying, "you are going to worship something whether you know it or not... choose God." This is also like the the passage in Deuteronomy 30:19 where it says to to choose life instead of the curse. It clearly points out that our hearts will gravitate towards something; our default action is to sin. This makes us a slave of something because it's out of our control... we're going to submit to something. We need to make a choice, an intentional submission to go where God is and it's not going to be easy. God's grace covers us in our missteps but we need to make that eternal decision on our own.
What am I a slave to? One area (of the many) that I'm a slave to is self-confidence or self-worth. I struggle with the feeling that I'm not good enough, in a way always looking for acceptance or approval. For example, leading Bible study. I spend time to prepare for a lesson only to second guess myself, questioning how I'm going to deliver the message. I then question if it'll be effective and then question my own interpretation of God's word. In the end I don't offer any message and I never grow as a leader. This happens because I lack confidence. I believe in the content and desire the message to be conveyed but my thoughts start centering on my performance instead of God's heart. I make myself a slave of paralysis and prevent God's word from molding and guiding His children's hearts. I have to pray against this in order for God's blessings to shower His flock.
Father God, thank You for being my one true source of confidence and worthiness. Please forgive me of looking inwardly when I should be seeking Your desires and ways. You are very aware of all my struggles in this life so I pray I draw closer to You in all situations my Lord. In Christ Jesus' precious name I pray, amen.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Promises and Blessings
"As for you, if you will walk before Me as your father David walked, in integrity of heart and uprightness, doing according to all that I have commanded you and will keep My statutes and My ordinances, then I will establish the throne of your kingdom over Israel forever, just as I promised to your father David, saying, 'You shall not lack a man on the throne of Israel.' "But if you or your sons indeed turn away from following Me, and do not keep My commandments and My statutes which I have set before you, and go and serve other gods and worship them, then I will cut off Israel from the land which I have given them, and the house which I have consecrated for My name, I will cast out of My sight So Israel will become a proverb and a byword among all peoples.
1 Kings 9:4-7
God is promising what He promised to king David, that His blessings will continue if Solomon keeps His commandments and His statutes. These blessings are conditional and history shows us that Solomon's disobedience later in life caused less-than the best of blessings. There were consequences to Solomon's straying heart and God couldn't do what He desired to his descendants.
Many of us today mix up blessings and promises. We are promised a place in heaven alongside the Triune God. We are promised a place where there's no more tears and disappointments. We are promised an eternity of unconditional love and worship. We are not promised anything in this world other than the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, will be with us every step of the way.
This leads me to think, "What's the benefit of being a Christian in this temporary world?" We know there will be persecution, suffering, struggles... those things are guaranteed. But we will also share in some joys in this life but not as we would think. Our joys today is centered around the eternal. We rejoice in the saving of ones' life. We rejoice in the transformation of hearts. If our hearts aren't centered on God's promises, and the sharing of His promises, this world will seem pretty useless... without joy.
On the other side I think about the temporary moments of happiness. Is it bad to experience these emotions? Nope. When we use our giftings, it fires up our passion. This passion will grant us moments of happiness but that won't sustain us unless it's within the confines of our calling. Giftings outside our calling will fizzle and disappear eventually leaving us flat. Each and every one of us needs to discover ourselves in Christ in order to be happy in this world.
Father God, thank You for allowing me to experience true joy. Like the Spirit of Aloha weekend... that was joy. Like praying over the choir and my brothers and sisters... that's joy. Help me to really find myself in Your creation. Lord, please help me with my direction this day. Do I go this or that direction... where do I find You in all this? Are you calling me into full time ministry? Part time ministry? This church, that church, new church? What about my current job situation? Do I go back to HT? CCI? On my own? Partner up? So many questions and possibilities but the only thing I'm sure of is You... thank You. In the matchless name of Jesus Christ I pray, amen.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
God's Impartiality
And he who is physically uncircumcised, if he keeps the Law, will he not judge you who though having the letter of the Law and circumcision are a transgressor of the Law? For he is not a Jew who is one outwardly, nor is circumcision that which is outward in the flesh. But he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is that which is of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter; and his praise is not from men, but from God.
Romans 2:27-29
The author of Romans is singling out the Jewish people, possibly the Roman Jews at that time. They were going back to old teachings where they were placing the yoke back on Jewish Christians... or the Gentiles. They promoted themselves to be higher and more righteous but God doesn't see it that way. He is impartial because whether Jew or Gentile, God's grace covers all.
This is an important reminder to all of us because we tend to forget that God loves each one of us the same... all the same! If we take it to the extremes don't we justify a Christian missionary and condemn a serial killer? Don't we judge each and every person in some way or form? I'm not saying I'm condoning it... but in some way we do. God wants us to know through and through that His love is impartial and we need to follow that example if we're going to make a difference in this spinning globe.
Father God, help me set my heart straight. Help Your chosen vessel to love more and judge less (eventually never). Focus my eyes so I see no comparisons in Your kingdom. I want just You. Amen.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Letting Up Never Giving Up
Therefore God gave them over in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, so that their bodies would be dishonored among them. For they exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen.
Romans 1:24-25
We can't do everything to bring people into the light. Sometimes we just have to cut the cords that bind us and allow them to make their own mistakes. This doesn't mean that we don't love them, it means that our definition of love can hinder what God's going to do through hardships.
It's like an overprotective parent who never allows the child to go through any adversity themselves... they never grow and live a sheltered life. God doesn't want us to live this way. He wants us to go out there and take our beatings keeping eternity our goal.
This is like the Experiencing God Day by Day readings from May 12th. We cannot sugarcoat our faith and try to comfort Christians when the Holy Spirit chose to make them uncomfortable. This is counterproductive to what God is doing and we cannot get in the way.
Father God, thank You for never giving up on me. You've given me so many chances to right my wrongs, yet I still fail You time and again. But I choose to keep marching on, pressing towards the goal. Lord, I pray You fill my heart to love You more than I understand. In the most holy of holy names I pray, amen.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Cheaters Unwelcome
My eyes shall be upon the faithful of the land, that they may dwell with me;
He who walks in a blameless way is the one who will minister to me.
He who practices deceit shall not dwell within my house;
He who speaks falsehood shall not maintain his position before me.
Pslam 101:6-7
This passage by David talks about how God won't associate Himself to those who are deceitful, arrogant or worthless. I don't think God doesn't want to love them, He just can't. God cannot be mixed with evil; light cannot exist with darkness. David poetically makes this statement here that God cannot be with those who reject Him.
When I read this I think of a few men I know. I knew one of the men to be an adulter, one who is making unwise decisions to draw close to adultery, and the one I just found out about last night has been involved in adultery for a number of years with many partners. I get sick to my stomach having been a victim in 2 different ways myself but I'm also a man so I know the temptations out there. This is a poison I refuse to drink no matter how beautiful the bottle looks... poison is poison and it will destroy my entire life, guaranteed. So why do it?
This brings me to think, why do men cheat? Why do men go down this path where God has not blessed like in this psalm? I can't speak for women but I can for men, in some general cases. Basically, it's because there's a need to satisfy an urge; most likely a void in a marriage. It's that 80/20 rule... for all intents and purposes our spouses are 80% of what we feel like we need and go elsewhere for the remaining 20%. We exchange someone who is almost perfect for trash. Men need to be filled from God. Yes, this sounds cliche-ish but it's so true. Where does a man's joy come? Love from the Lord and respect from our wives. But women will only respect you when we're living with integrity before the Lord. This may not cover all circumstances because women need to look themselves in the mirror too but we have no control over that... we rely on God's grace to carry us through every situation.
Father God, I pray for the 3 people I spoke about plus the many others going through the same thing. I pray for the women and children and all the people affected by deceitful hearts. Lord I pray You make Your presence known which leads to such a heavy conviction transformation occurs. We want to be under Your covering, show us the way... again and again. In the most precious of names I pray, Lord Jesus, amen.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Remaining Vulnerable
12For it is not an enemy who reproaches me,
Then I could bear it;
Nor is it one who hates me who has exalted himself against me,
Then I could hide myself from him.
13But it is you, a man my equal,
My companion and my familiar friend;
14We who had sweet fellowship together
Walked in the house of God in the throng.
15Let death come deceitfully upon them;
Let them go down alive to Sheol,
For evil is in their dwelling, in their midst.
16As for me, I shall call upon God,
And the LORD will save me.
Psalm 55:12-16
Often it's the people closest to us that hurt us the most. It's not that people seek out these opportunities but rather we let our guard down and don't see the need to question every single move they make; we trust them... sometimes foolishly.
In this passage, the psalmist is expressing his hurt. He explains that if it were an enemy he would've been able to see it coming and prepared accordingly. But this wasn't an enemy, this was someone close to him, a companion that he fellowshipped with.
So what's the lesson here, don't trust anyone? I don't think so. I think we're taught to first trust God with all our heart but to use discernment when trusting others, even those closest to you.
I've had people closest to be betray my trust. It makes you bitter and very closed up. How could I have used God's discernment there? I didn't know Jesus back then but looking back how could I have seen it coming? There's a lot of things I could've done differently that lead up to it but I could've just been more aware of my surroundings. Everything that happens in my life needs to be brought to God's throne, checking according to His will and Spirit. I know there are things intentionally concealed that I cannot control... I just need to trust in God's provisions.
Father God, thank You for these moments that remind me that I'm just me, a small speck on Your radar. Help me to never become bitter or have a hardened heart. If I'm struck on my face I choose to give my other cheek. Trusting You is enough. Amen!
Then I could bear it;
Nor is it one who hates me who has exalted himself against me,
Then I could hide myself from him.
13But it is you, a man my equal,
My companion and my familiar friend;
14We who had sweet fellowship together
Walked in the house of God in the throng.
15Let death come deceitfully upon them;
Let them go down alive to Sheol,
For evil is in their dwelling, in their midst.
16As for me, I shall call upon God,
And the LORD will save me.
Psalm 55:12-16
Often it's the people closest to us that hurt us the most. It's not that people seek out these opportunities but rather we let our guard down and don't see the need to question every single move they make; we trust them... sometimes foolishly.
In this passage, the psalmist is expressing his hurt. He explains that if it were an enemy he would've been able to see it coming and prepared accordingly. But this wasn't an enemy, this was someone close to him, a companion that he fellowshipped with.
So what's the lesson here, don't trust anyone? I don't think so. I think we're taught to first trust God with all our heart but to use discernment when trusting others, even those closest to you.
I've had people closest to be betray my trust. It makes you bitter and very closed up. How could I have used God's discernment there? I didn't know Jesus back then but looking back how could I have seen it coming? There's a lot of things I could've done differently that lead up to it but I could've just been more aware of my surroundings. Everything that happens in my life needs to be brought to God's throne, checking according to His will and Spirit. I know there are things intentionally concealed that I cannot control... I just need to trust in God's provisions.
Father God, thank You for these moments that remind me that I'm just me, a small speck on Your radar. Help me to never become bitter or have a hardened heart. If I'm struck on my face I choose to give my other cheek. Trusting You is enough. Amen!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Leadership Qualities
3But the people said, "You should not go out; for if we indeed flee, they will not care about us; even if half of us die, they will not care about us. But you are worth ten thousand of us; therefore now it is better that you be ready to help us from the city."
4Then the king said to them, "Whatever seems best to you I will do." So the king stood beside the gate, and all the people went out by hundreds and thousands.
2 Samuel 18:3-4
We all know the best leaders are those who serve others. I think about how David wanted to fight alongside his men. But his men loved him so much and beleived in their king that they refused to have the king fight in battle. They said it would be a threat and also admitted the king would would best serve from the city. The mark of a great leader is a common heart and vision from the least to the greatest.
I was just talking about leadership with my wife and how without good direction everyone will do what they deem best. This may be good temporarily for a small number but soon conflict and trouble arises. This is true in all parts of our life: my marriage, family, work, ministry... all these need good direction to be fruitful in the ling haul, good leadership.
Father God, thank You for being the greatest leader! But like David's men, we need to buy into Your devine plans and do our parts... this is the Devine-Human relationship. Help me Lord, as the appointed leader in what You've entrusted to me, to be the best servant I can. Teach me humility and boldness to carry out Your desires. In the precious name of Jesus I pray, amen!
4Then the king said to them, "Whatever seems best to you I will do." So the king stood beside the gate, and all the people went out by hundreds and thousands.
2 Samuel 18:3-4
We all know the best leaders are those who serve others. I think about how David wanted to fight alongside his men. But his men loved him so much and beleived in their king that they refused to have the king fight in battle. They said it would be a threat and also admitted the king would would best serve from the city. The mark of a great leader is a common heart and vision from the least to the greatest.
I was just talking about leadership with my wife and how without good direction everyone will do what they deem best. This may be good temporarily for a small number but soon conflict and trouble arises. This is true in all parts of our life: my marriage, family, work, ministry... all these need good direction to be fruitful in the ling haul, good leadership.
Father God, thank You for being the greatest leader! But like David's men, we need to buy into Your devine plans and do our parts... this is the Devine-Human relationship. Help me Lord, as the appointed leader in what You've entrusted to me, to be the best servant I can. Teach me humility and boldness to carry out Your desires. In the precious name of Jesus I pray, amen!
Monday, May 9, 2011
Testing is Mocking God
Then they spat in His face and beat Him with their fists; and others slapped Him, and said, "Prophesy to us, You Christ; who is the one who hit You?"
Matthew 26:67-68
I think of David listening to the prophet Nathan when I read this scripture. I read it thinking how terrible they are and what should happen to them as punishment but then I catch myself; we're no different than these. We do the exact same thing when we test the Lord by saying, "if you grant me this wish I'll follow you" or "I've done so much for you, why aren't you granting me this desire?" Can't you see the connection? We're mocking Jesus on the cross by demanding He do something to prove He is the Messiah. This is a repulsive practice that needs to stop... from each of us!
The last couple days my wife and I have been sad because we're having so much trouble trying to conceive. It's so frustrating as I look at others having babies... that compounded with Mother's Day just happening brought back other feelings of our miscarriage. I start thinking, "why, Lord?" What have I done, what has my wife done, what can we do?! Just say the word and I'll do it. But all these questions are saying one thing clear, I don't trust the Lord with everything... how can He place a precious gift in our hands if we're not ready? It's sad because I start comparing with others... who am I to judge others? It goes back to just being tired and frustrated with my circumstances... I need to allow God to fill us. I need to be satisfied and content with what God dealt us; without envy of others' blessings. The blessings we're given in this situation are equally eternal.
Heavenly Father, please reach deep down into my heart and massage that sore spot. Pour Your wonderful Spirit into each crevice and cavity that's thirsty for filling. Please allow Your love to fill us up instead of things of this world which will fade away. Thank You for this time of preparation... it will have long lasting effects for Your kingdom. In the wonderful name of Jesus Christ I pray, amen!
Friday, May 6, 2011
Fasting for Spiritual Nourishment
21Then his servants said to him, "What is this thing that you have done? While the child was alive, you fasted and wept; but when the child died, you arose and ate food."
22He said, "While the child was still alive, (X)I fasted and wept; for I said, '(Y)Who knows, the LORD may be gracious to me, that the child may live.'
23"But now he has died; why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? (Z)I will go to him, but (AA)he will not return to me."
2 Samuel 12:21-23
What is this passage saying, that we are to fast only when there's a hope of something happening? The other example of fasting is in Matthew 9:14-15, where Jesus is questioned about His disciples' lack of fasting. His response was that there's no reason to fast while Jesus was still with them, only when He leaves is there a reason to fast. So in this case with David, he fasted in times of intense prayer and seeking God's counsel. Fasting is a time where we rid ourselves of earthly food and really focus in on the spiritual nourishment from God.
I've only fasted a few times in my life... fewer in prayer. Why is that? Do I really believe I don't need these times of spiritual feedings? Have I really gotten so fat and lazy that I don't greatly desire God's invervention in my life? Fasting has gotten to the point of a community event but we need it to be personal. Nothing's wrong with doing it with our Christian brothers and sisters but what it comes down to is inviting God's Spirit to really fill us up.
Father God, allow me to hear Your desires in my life. Search my heart O God, so that I can see my innermost desires and I invite the Holy Spirit to shape, prune and mold it into something glorifying. It can only be done by Your mighty hand. Love You, Father God! Amen!
Thursday, May 5, 2011
This Way to Safety
11"But when the king came in to look over the dinner guests, he saw (F)a man there who was not dressed in wedding clothes,
12and he said to him, '(G)Friend, how did you come in here without wedding clothes?' And the man was speechless.
13"Then the king said to the servants, 'Bind him hand and foot, and throw him into (H)the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'
Matthew 22:11-14
This passage is from the Parable of the Marriage Feast or Wedding Banquet. What happened here is that the king gave a wedding banquet but none of the invited came. He invited again but nothing. Then he decided to go into the streets and invite everyone, good and bad. But there was a man who wasn't dressed for the occasion and he was thrown out.
What Jesus is explaining here is about the kingdom of heaven. The Israelites, God's chosen people, here called initially but their hearts were more for their own laws and traditions than to please God. Many repeated attempts to call them back failed so God opened up heaven to all, the Gentiles.
But just because all are called, doesn't mean that all will get in. The example Jesus made in this parable was that this man wasn't dressed in wedding clothes. Yes he was invited but he didn't come with the proper attire. This is the same with our invitation to salvation. All we need to do is accept this holy gift and be cleansed by the blood of the Lamb... come dressed with holy white garments! This doesn't mean we have to be perfect, without sin. It means we need to accept we are sinners in need of the Savior, Jesus. Putting on wedding attire means to choose who we want to be.
I'm so thankful we've all been invited to God's heavenly banquet. And just like preparing for a worldly banquet that everyone's invited to I need to do what I can to urge everyone to go. That feeling of close friends and family refusing to go for various reasons... too tired, busy, don't like this person, costs too much, don't want to break out of my routine... can't stop us from accepting this invitation. If each person knew that this banquet hall was the only safe place on this planet, would they come? If the world started crashing down and the only safe place was this huge reception hall, would people come? Yes, absolutely! The problem is that people don't realize that this is the safe place, the place where a Mighty God will protect and bless. I need to have this sense of urgency every time I pray, invite, serve others to show them The Way.
Father God, thank You for showing me the way into Your kingdom. Lord, You've shown us all. How do I gain this urgency to usher Your lost sheep to Your throne? That same drive that makes me uncomfortable every time I'm late, or even anxious when I'm anticipating something; that level of urgency needs to be poured into each life You've asked me to steward. Lord, help me see as You do knowing that the end is near and that You are the way. Love You, Abba Father! Amen!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Fruitless Christians
19Seeing a lone fig tree by the road, He came to it and found nothing on it except leaves only; and He said to it, "No longer shall there ever be any fruit from you." And at once the fig tree withered.
20Seeing this, the disciples were amazed and asked, "How did the fig tree wither all at once?"
21And Jesus answered and said to them, "Truly I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, 'Be taken up and cast into the sea, ' it will happen.
Matthew 21:19-21
20Seeing this, the disciples were amazed and asked, "How did the fig tree wither all at once?"
21And Jesus answered and said to them, "Truly I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, 'Be taken up and cast into the sea, ' it will happen.
Matthew 21:19-21
When Jesus passed by the fig tree, He expected to find fruit. I don't remember all the details about fig trees but I think once they have the appearance of giving fruit (leaves fully grown) the figs should already be there. In this case they were not. This is just like Christians. We may have the appearance of disciples but what we are is just fluff, a Pharisee.
There seems to be two points here: fruitfulness and faith. We just spoke about being fruitless Christians. It's kind of like a car that doesn't drive, or lamp that doesn't illuminate; what good is it? It's useless for what the Creator designed it for.
The other part that Jesus talks of is faith. I find it interesting that He mentions it here because the message about fruitless followers seems big enough to digest. At this moment the disciples are asking about how this happened (withered fig trees) and the focus turned towards faith. He even talks about being able to move mountains with faith.
When I try to connect the two areas, I starting wondering if faith was the subject and the fruitless fig tree was the platform, the chosen backdrop to make an example. This is like healing and forgiveness was the point in the blind sinner. Faith will reveal the status of our fruitful or fruitless hearts.
Does my faith move mountains or does it wither like the fig tree? In my head I would say i'm somewhere in the middle. But really, is there such a thing? I would consider this to be lukewarm and this is repulsive to God.
What are some practical steps to moving mountains? Really getting into His word is needed. A devoted, Spirit-led prayer life is definitely needed. But in James it talks about deeds, without it faith is dead. I need to get out there and excercize my faith. It's like a muscle that I never use, it gets weaker and weak to the point of atrophe.
Father God, thank You for pouring Your Spirit into all of Your children. Help me to lean on You entirely by faith. This is something I'm definitely not accustomed to but I want to. That's why I have a hard time waiting for a baby, I lean towards doing it my way instead of Yours. Thank You for blessing me with a faithful wife that I learn from daily. Too long I've relied on my own mechanisms and I need to give that up for Yours. In the precious name of Christ Jesus I pray, amen!
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Passivity Fails Miracles
30And two blind men sitting by the road, hearing that Jesus was passing by, cried out, "Lord, have mercy on us, Son of David!"
31The crowd sternly told them to be quiet, but they cried out all the more, "Lord, Son of David, have mercy on us!"
32And Jesus stopped and called them, and said, "What do you want Me to do for you?"
33They said to Him, "Lord, we want our eyes to be opened."
34Moved with compassion, Jesus touched their eyes; and immediately they regained their sight and followed Him.
Matthew 20:30-34
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31The crowd sternly told them to be quiet, but they cried out all the more, "Lord, Son of David, have mercy on us!"
32And Jesus stopped and called them, and said, "What do you want Me to do for you?"
33They said to Him, "Lord, we want our eyes to be opened."
34Moved with compassion, Jesus touched their eyes; and immediately they regained their sight and followed Him.
Matthew 20:30-34
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Thursday, April 28, 2011
Lead by Heart
22For day by day men came to David to help him, until there was a great army like the army of God.
38All these, being men of war who could draw up in battle formation, came to Hebron with a perfect heart to make David king over all Israel; and all the rest also of Israel were of one mind to make David king.
1 Chronicles 12:22,38
When trying to follow God's ways we're told not to lead by emotion but to lean on God's wisdom. How is it then with David, a man of God's own heart, was such a great leader? He allowed his heart to lead. This is different from emotional leadership because leading by heart has nothing to do with the "state" of your heart or temporary conditions. Leading by heart has everything to do about commitment and passion for God.
If I remember correctly, Pastor Wayne gave a sermon on commitment and passion before (not sure if he used those phrases tho). When we're walking right with God, our passion will fuel us to follow Him. But a lot of times we just don't feel like doing good... it's being real about our faith; that's where commitment comes in. We need to check our hearts past the "feelings" or even our "fire" so that we can stand faithfully through tough times. These two things, like teetering on a pivot, will vary depending on our conditions but it's all about heart.
Out of all places, I found a quote on Twitter that says, “Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you leave, commit to staying.” Sometimes the drive or passion fizzles, that's when we need to go back to our commitment... we have to. There's many, many times I feel like giving up... so many times. But leaving ANY situation because of how I feel is unacceptable. This doesn't mean that there isn't threshold in some cases but God clearly has a plan to use every situation to draw other hearts to Him. I need to be in tune with my heart.
Father God, thank You for awesome devotional time... especially today when I didn't "feel" like reading through Your word. Please continue to guide me in Your ways and day by day strip out myself for more of You. Amen!
38All these, being men of war who could draw up in battle formation, came to Hebron with a perfect heart to make David king over all Israel; and all the rest also of Israel were of one mind to make David king.
1 Chronicles 12:22,38
When trying to follow God's ways we're told not to lead by emotion but to lean on God's wisdom. How is it then with David, a man of God's own heart, was such a great leader? He allowed his heart to lead. This is different from emotional leadership because leading by heart has nothing to do with the "state" of your heart or temporary conditions. Leading by heart has everything to do about commitment and passion for God.
If I remember correctly, Pastor Wayne gave a sermon on commitment and passion before (not sure if he used those phrases tho). When we're walking right with God, our passion will fuel us to follow Him. But a lot of times we just don't feel like doing good... it's being real about our faith; that's where commitment comes in. We need to check our hearts past the "feelings" or even our "fire" so that we can stand faithfully through tough times. These two things, like teetering on a pivot, will vary depending on our conditions but it's all about heart.
Out of all places, I found a quote on Twitter that says, “Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you leave, commit to staying.” Sometimes the drive or passion fizzles, that's when we need to go back to our commitment... we have to. There's many, many times I feel like giving up... so many times. But leaving ANY situation because of how I feel is unacceptable. This doesn't mean that there isn't threshold in some cases but God clearly has a plan to use every situation to draw other hearts to Him. I need to be in tune with my heart.
Father God, thank You for awesome devotional time... especially today when I didn't "feel" like reading through Your word. Please continue to guide me in Your ways and day by day strip out myself for more of You. Amen!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Watch Your Mouth
6But when Herod's birthday came, the daughter of Herodias danced before them and pleased Herod,
7so much that he promised with an oath to give her whatever she asked.
8Having been prompted by her mother, she said, "Give me here on a platter the head of John the Baptist."
9Although he was grieved, the king commanded it to be given because of his oaths, and because of his dinner guests.
Matthew 14:6-9
How many times have we said something only to immediately regret saying it? What were the consequences from it? A lot of our pain comes directly from "speaking our minds" and that's a nasty whip looking to lash both you and the one receiving it. John the baptist was beheaded because Herod spoke foolishly. He made an oath in front of Herodias' daughter and all his dinner guests forcing himself to keep it even if he really didn't want to. There's a place and time to speak freely but this must be done in private confidence with a godly lightning rod; otherwise, it'll definitely hurt someone.
I just experienced this last night. Both me and the other person "spoke our minds" and we ended up nowhere except for hurt. In the past I refrained from saying what was on my mind for fear that it would hurt the person but as time went on I'm not thinking about that as much and want to defend myself or at very least get my say in the matter. To be honest there's a burden that's relieved when I say it but it has definite consequences. I need to learn to express these same concerns and feelings without breaking out the whip so that it can be taken, digested and used for kingdom purposes.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with my life. Really, it's not even mine but mine to steward until You call it back to earth. I pray Lord that I learn from all these experiences and I never get bitter. When I do head down that pathway I pray for accountability through Your Mighty Spirit to nudge me back. Thank You Jesus, Amen!
7so much that he promised with an oath to give her whatever she asked.
8Having been prompted by her mother, she said, "Give me here on a platter the head of John the Baptist."
9Although he was grieved, the king commanded it to be given because of his oaths, and because of his dinner guests.
Matthew 14:6-9
How many times have we said something only to immediately regret saying it? What were the consequences from it? A lot of our pain comes directly from "speaking our minds" and that's a nasty whip looking to lash both you and the one receiving it. John the baptist was beheaded because Herod spoke foolishly. He made an oath in front of Herodias' daughter and all his dinner guests forcing himself to keep it even if he really didn't want to. There's a place and time to speak freely but this must be done in private confidence with a godly lightning rod; otherwise, it'll definitely hurt someone.
I just experienced this last night. Both me and the other person "spoke our minds" and we ended up nowhere except for hurt. In the past I refrained from saying what was on my mind for fear that it would hurt the person but as time went on I'm not thinking about that as much and want to defend myself or at very least get my say in the matter. To be honest there's a burden that's relieved when I say it but it has definite consequences. I need to learn to express these same concerns and feelings without breaking out the whip so that it can be taken, digested and used for kingdom purposes.
Father God, thank You for blessing me with my life. Really, it's not even mine but mine to steward until You call it back to earth. I pray Lord that I learn from all these experiences and I never get bitter. When I do head down that pathway I pray for accountability through Your Mighty Spirit to nudge me back. Thank You Jesus, Amen!
Things Above
1 Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God.2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.
Colossians 3:1-2
Sometimes I get so caught up in myself, I think the world around me is caving in. Why is it that the littlest problems seem to become huge in my life? It's because I'm not concerning myself with greater things; things from above. When I'm involved with eternal things my tide rises so that unmeaningful things become petty, nonexistent or at most, unconcerning. I need to focus on things above!
Colossians 3:1-2
Sometimes I get so caught up in myself, I think the world around me is caving in. Why is it that the littlest problems seem to become huge in my life? It's because I'm not concerning myself with greater things; things from above. When I'm involved with eternal things my tide rises so that unmeaningful things become petty, nonexistent or at most, unconcerning. I need to focus on things above!
Monday, April 25, 2011
Blasphemy Against the Spirit
31"Therefore I say to you, any sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven people, but blasphemy against the Spirit shall not be forgiven.
32"Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man, it shall be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.
Matthew 12:31-32
Trying to understand this passage has been an up and down experience. Sometimes I get it, sometimes I'm stumped as to its meaning but the underlying theme I always get is that "believers" can't commit this sin. This scripture is saying people can deny Jesus (many did) and be forgiven but to deny the Holy Spirit is unforgivable.
At that time, people were denying Jesus left and right because they didn't believe the fulfillment of the scriptures by Christ. He did miracles, healed, brought people back from the dead, showed love & compassion... all this done while fulfilling the scriptures of the prophets; the very words the Jews lived by. None of this was good enough. If you sin here there was still hope and forgiveness as long as you were open to God's Spirit.
In blasphemy of the Holy Spirit there is no forgiveness. In regards to time, the Holy Spirit was sent at Pentecost, after Jesus had ascended into heaven. How can one blaspheme against the Holy Spirit? My understanding is that blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is the "stubborn refusal to listen to the Holy Spirit." Forgiveness can only come through the Holy Spirit so it makes sense that if we never let God in we can never be saved.
Believers have the Holy Spirit in them so committing this sin is impossible. Non-believers can still repent until their dying moment but if they refuse the Holy Spirit they'll never accept Jesus... how can they?
Father God, thank You for blessing me with salvation. I know this can only come through belief in Your Son, Jesus; that He came, died and rose from the grave. That's the celebration we partake in on Easter! Help me to keep You in highest reverence, Father. In Your Son's precious name I pray, Amen!
32"Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man, it shall be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.
Matthew 12:31-32
Trying to understand this passage has been an up and down experience. Sometimes I get it, sometimes I'm stumped as to its meaning but the underlying theme I always get is that "believers" can't commit this sin. This scripture is saying people can deny Jesus (many did) and be forgiven but to deny the Holy Spirit is unforgivable.
At that time, people were denying Jesus left and right because they didn't believe the fulfillment of the scriptures by Christ. He did miracles, healed, brought people back from the dead, showed love & compassion... all this done while fulfilling the scriptures of the prophets; the very words the Jews lived by. None of this was good enough. If you sin here there was still hope and forgiveness as long as you were open to God's Spirit.
In blasphemy of the Holy Spirit there is no forgiveness. In regards to time, the Holy Spirit was sent at Pentecost, after Jesus had ascended into heaven. How can one blaspheme against the Holy Spirit? My understanding is that blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is the "stubborn refusal to listen to the Holy Spirit." Forgiveness can only come through the Holy Spirit so it makes sense that if we never let God in we can never be saved.
Believers have the Holy Spirit in them so committing this sin is impossible. Non-believers can still repent until their dying moment but if they refuse the Holy Spirit they'll never accept Jesus... how can they?
Father God, thank You for blessing me with salvation. I know this can only come through belief in Your Son, Jesus; that He came, died and rose from the grave. That's the celebration we partake in on Easter! Help me to keep You in highest reverence, Father. In Your Son's precious name I pray, Amen!
Hope
28"(AM)Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.
29"Take My yoke upon you and (AN)learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and (AO)YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS.
30"For (AP)My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30
29"Take My yoke upon you and (AN)learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and (AO)YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS.
30"For (AP)My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30
Saturday, April 23, 2011
All in for "60 Minutes"
21"Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death.
22"You will be hated by all because of My name, but it is the one who has endured to the end who will be saved
Matthew 10:21-22
In football, they use the term "60 minutes" to stress the importance of doing your best throughout the game. There's no point throughout the game where you relax and do 50% or even 99%... every moment is done with excellence, your best team effort. Jesus is encouraging us to do our best, no matter what, to the very end. This passage tells us that even our family will be torn apart. What, our families will be torn apart?! Yes! Not because God wants it to happen but because our obedience will turn us against the world and those who are still in it. Jesus is remind us that it'll be hard but it's for a much higher purpose; it's because the world hates Him and everything and everyone that stands with Him.
As I reflect on my own walk and how I'm living for Him I know I'm not doing 100%... sad reality is I don't know if I'm even doing 50%. I feel I'm slightly better than I was a year ago, or maybe a few months ago... but I'm still not where I need to be. When I think about first being saved... wow, that was a time when I was on fire and my heart, soul, mind & body was all in for Jesus! When I was serving in Sri Lanka... that was on fire for Jesus! But now... where is that passion? Where is that desire that fueled my every waking moment? I don't think it's gone but I do know I let distractions fall back on my priority list.
Some of the ways I know I can live an all-out life for Jesus is to continue doing my devotions. Just in the last month or so of getting back on track with all my devos I've felt stronger in my faith. I've been attacked but my offensive weapon, the word of God, sustained me. Because of this, it allowed me to witness more effectively. So what's next? My flesh wants to do this and that but what I need to understand is to sit still on this season and fall back in love with Jesus. I need to draw on that same passion as in the beginning to fuel me in this fallen world. Word and Worship... what a wonderful season!
Father God, thank You for delivering Your timely messages. I sit on Your word, not to be lazy, but to kindle that fire that will bless Your heart. Help me appreciate Your goodness, Your kindness, Your compassion again and again. In the faithful name of Christ Jesus I pray, Amen!
22"You will be hated by all because of My name, but it is the one who has endured to the end who will be saved
Matthew 10:21-22
In football, they use the term "60 minutes" to stress the importance of doing your best throughout the game. There's no point throughout the game where you relax and do 50% or even 99%... every moment is done with excellence, your best team effort. Jesus is encouraging us to do our best, no matter what, to the very end. This passage tells us that even our family will be torn apart. What, our families will be torn apart?! Yes! Not because God wants it to happen but because our obedience will turn us against the world and those who are still in it. Jesus is remind us that it'll be hard but it's for a much higher purpose; it's because the world hates Him and everything and everyone that stands with Him.
As I reflect on my own walk and how I'm living for Him I know I'm not doing 100%... sad reality is I don't know if I'm even doing 50%. I feel I'm slightly better than I was a year ago, or maybe a few months ago... but I'm still not where I need to be. When I think about first being saved... wow, that was a time when I was on fire and my heart, soul, mind & body was all in for Jesus! When I was serving in Sri Lanka... that was on fire for Jesus! But now... where is that passion? Where is that desire that fueled my every waking moment? I don't think it's gone but I do know I let distractions fall back on my priority list.
Some of the ways I know I can live an all-out life for Jesus is to continue doing my devotions. Just in the last month or so of getting back on track with all my devos I've felt stronger in my faith. I've been attacked but my offensive weapon, the word of God, sustained me. Because of this, it allowed me to witness more effectively. So what's next? My flesh wants to do this and that but what I need to understand is to sit still on this season and fall back in love with Jesus. I need to draw on that same passion as in the beginning to fuel me in this fallen world. Word and Worship... what a wonderful season!
Father God, thank You for delivering Your timely messages. I sit on Your word, not to be lazy, but to kindle that fire that will bless Your heart. Help me appreciate Your goodness, Your kindness, Your compassion again and again. In the faithful name of Christ Jesus I pray, Amen!
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