Spirit vs Flesh

I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death. For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death. So then, the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, righteous and good.

Romans 7:10-12

So what is the purpose of the low?  We know it doesn't offer salvation; in fact scripture here says it brought death.  The law was put into place until the Messiah came to fulfill the scriptures.  It pointed out the sin we carry in our lives and revealed all our transgressions so that we could properly understand God's righteousness.  For example, could we really understand forgiveness & grace if the law didn't point out the bitterness in our hearts?  Could we really appreciate light if God hadn't allowed us to live in darkness for a while?  We need to understand there are 2 forces within each of us that do battle constantly; the light & darkness, holiness & sinfulness.  The bible talks about this struggle in verses 14-20.  The death that resulted in the law was death to our sinful nature and released us into a spiritual life with God.  The ending of v24 says it best... "so then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin."  

I can easily see this struggle within my own life.  I do what I know is evil and don't want to do but also do what I want, which is good.  This is because my mind and spirit is battling against my flesh.  There are many opportunities throughout the day to practice this discipline.  This discipline will strengthen us to withstand much greater challenges and needs to be dealt with.  A simple thing like doing devotions and what I eat will be a huge challenge.  I need to control my flesh.

Heavenly Father, If I can't discipline myself in these two areas of my life, how could You ever use me?  What would happen when bigger storms or challenges approach?  Will I succumb into temptation or will I die to myself and rely totally on the Holy Spirit to carry me through?  I choose You, LORD!  Help me recognize these opportunities to grow and do something about it.  I want You to use me in Your ways.  Amen!